Shit this sucks. Why am I always in these situations? Why do I always want the unobtainable? Yearn for what I can never have. I can give myself reasons and explanations and circumstances in which it could work- but I feel I am lying to myself. Maybe I just want to be in love. Why though? Ended such shit last time. Why do I constantly want to make myself believe in love. Cuz that's all there is really is. Everything else I've ever known had faded and fallen and flipped upside down.
Love had turned on me too though. Oh I don't know. I'm just an overly sensitive, stupid little fuck who needs to sleep.
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